f words (y’know, like fear, faith, fighting…)

For years, I entertained the idea of having a “Fear Blog.” Nothing serious, just a self-depricating journal of all the random stuff I’m afraid of on the daily. Like, I’m afraid I’m going to stand up and shout the f-word during a church service. I can’t think of any good ones at the moment. I should have at least kept a list. I’m a little … Continue reading f words (y’know, like fear, faith, fighting…)

five minutes from the chemo floor

Lots of disclaimers here. Audio is not great. I was on my LAST drug of the day. I had already received all of the following through IV: steroids, Ativan, Adriamycin, Amend, slow-release Zofran. (Adriamycin is the chemo drug while all the others are administered to manage side effects.) So, yeah, I’m kind of out of it. Also, I have ZERO make up on. Also, I … Continue reading five minutes from the chemo floor